Sometimes, I get a little frustrated with myself. There are so many things I want to do but I procrastinate incessantly.
Motivation is unreliable.
What does frustration look like?
It is a pile of books on my desk that I had intended to read cover-to-cover. The pile stays because I can’t put them away just yet.
Frustration is also deciding not to go to the gym.
Frustration is not getting enough sleep.
Frustration is looking at the clock and finding out it’s too late to do more.
Frustration is waking up the next day sleep-deprived.
Frustration is feeling like I can’t talk to my girlfriend sometimes…
I feel like I should be doing more but I’m especially hard on myself. I know I can work harder. Hustle more.
I’m twenty-five and I feel like I can’t relax. I need to renew my resolve. Constantly.